Sorry we can't detect your babies heartbeat

Heartbroken is how I feel right now, as today 1st September 2015, I found out our third baby we were expecting, that babies heartbeat had stopped

I got to decide to have either a d & c, or take a tablet or let it come away by it's self, as it's so surreal. And us just need for my own mind to have a further scan, just to confirm to me, that there really isn't a heartbeat.

The hospital has confirmed the baby heartbeat has stopped, and it is a miscarriage

So I'm walking around with a baby in me, whose not alive :( and the scan is next Tuesday

To confirm to me that the heart really isn't beating :(

I was stupid enough to tell my little one too, I am so stupid for believing it would be all ok.

So if anyone wants to raise awareness on baby loss / miscarriage and show everyone how one scan can turn your life up side down again. Then feel free to share this blog.

So all those, who can have babies with no worries at all, give your little ones a big massive hug as having to deal with this, is rubbish!!!!

I therefore may need to take a couple of days of here, as I still got to deal with a NHS legal case, who after so many years only decided to have a mediation with me, that I been asking all these years, after they turned down my part 36 offer, and I still have blooming work issues, as well as make a decision on which method to deal with, to deal with my loss. So I totally don't think this has helped m at all, not to meantion my doctor delayed my antibiotics again this time, when it was confirmed I had a uti infection...but of course it's not a baby to them....

So all I ask all my friends in my absent , is please share our fundraising pages, petitions, videos as it would mean one hell a lot to me, I was all ready to telling the world I was pregnant, but sadly for the second time part of me has been taken. #Babyloss sucks #miscarriage sucks

Links are here, for anyone that cares!!! 

Sign it please ? #Petition
https://www.change.org/p/jeremy-hunt-treat-pprom-as-it-states-as-emergency-saving-babies-lives

#Justgiving

https://www.justgiving.com/teams/Ppromresearch


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Please follow this here ---->>> there are mums right now who no idea if their babies will survive or not and so need your help, there is no hope for my baby, but there is for others, so please follow and sign our petition, thank you 

https://www.thunderclap.it/projects/30730-pprom-awareness-in-pregnancy

It be nice to come back and seeing more people are helping me raise awareness on Pprom in my absent and help raise funds, as I don't want people walking in my shoes....

If you see me out and about please don't ask me if I am okay

Because I am not okay !!!