Hoping for miracles to happen tomorrow but sadly I know miracles don't happen to us, but as long as it happens to others and we can save little lives that's what matters to me....
Hoping that by the end of the year we are blessed along with some special angel mums who have had heartbreaking stories to tell, one day you will find out more about these amazing women..
At the moment it's 2.48am in the morning, and I know I need to sleep, but facing the reality that we going to see a blur baby Imagine with no heartbeat
But if I don't see it, and I decide on surgery, I will never forgive myself.
Why can't I be one of those mums who never have any pregnancy issues, do these mums exist?
And if yes, why can't I have a no issue pregnancy
- first one, treated a faulty towers, we not a 21st hospital, I might as well not bothered going to hospital. Even though hospital confesses to bad communication errors, incorrect ways to yanking out placenta, still no changes at the trusts
- 2nd one, my rainbow daughter heart rate went down, nearly lost her, urine infections in early pregnancy had to fight for water sample to be tested, as dipstick showed clear, lab results showed ecoli, if it wasn't for my knowledge she wouldn't be here !!!
- this pregnancy, water infection times 2 plus on going stressful law suit against NHS who refused a simple independent review,
First water infection, attended a mucky treatment room, used gloves on & on side, bloody speculum in a clear box on show, with light fittings not suitable for a treatment room, would you really want to stay in this room, four hours to confirm water infection, given antibiotics, when ringing to find out results, it was like no one cared, still have not got a clue what infection it was, second water infection, took five days to warn me infection in uti
Photos to add later, so don't scroll down if you don't like the sight of blood! Which isn't mine...
Went to booking in appointment, was told I couldn't see my chosen obstetrician who manage to get me through a healthy pregnancy referred to a other consultant.
When we met him, he was a complete and utter arrogant sod, stating progesterone shots don't prevent premature births, totally extreme in his thoughts, didn't record in my notes properly and said I was complicated and referred me back to my chosen consultant. He didn't bother reading my notes and he tried to get out of me what happened in my first pregnancy which led to my loss, I told him, I didn't want to go through it, but he kept pushing by asking me questions, question is, what's the point of medical notes if so called medical professionals can't be bothered to read them.....not that they bother writing in these notes correctly
So did we waste raising funds for preventing premature births? / Pprom Especially if different consultants believe in completely different things, or happen to read the research papers that didn't
show how many mums who have had progesterone shots, and successful avoided premature births....
Oh and according to him, I didn't PPROM, even though my medical notes shout it, but then the reality is my first pregnancy treatment was a joke, a bit like this shirt lived pregnancy
So if you wondering why I don't have faith in many medical professionals, the above, briefly gives you a insight into the complicated mums pregnancy history as the consultant referred me as COMPLICATED.....
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