Monday 19 September 2016

Mummy when are you going to have a sister or brother for me ?

This beautiful girl is my rainbow child, the other day this was our conversation


  • Siobhan, Mummy can I have a sister, please?

  • Mummy, If only I could 

  • Siobhan, But mummy I have a sister in heaven and that's not fair

  • Mummy, your grandmother needed a grandchild in heaven and sometimes we can't have what we want, but mummy is trying so hard to have a sister / brother for you. 

  • Siobhan, But I want a sister now!!! 


Really how are you suppose to respond to your child, how do you explain that mummy can't just fall pregnant, it has now been over a year, and we still no further.

Why oh why did I have to suffer, with another loss......